about myself

talking about myself is somehow the most difficult task i have ever known

you can probably call me yavi, for now! you might have known me as vloos, zoomy, taran... or worse, my real name. if you know me irl...idk man.

i think it's impossible to describe my identity with any certainty. mine seems to shift and change all the time, and i'm not sure what's here to stay or what defines me at any given point.

i can certainly try.

i am a girl from the UK, and i work as a barista at a giant coffee chain (you know the one). i am... old enough. let's just say i was born in the 1900s.

i considered myself an "artist" once upon a time, but burnout and creative block has since stifled, or broken that ability and part of me.

i like to play games, and i like to try and find that creativity in other parts of my life, such as fashion and makeup, scrapbooking, photography, and, well, coding!

am i spiritual? i think that's also difficult to define. i want to believe in something. i'm not sure yet that anything has proven itself to me. i believe in things that are older than what we understand, such as that the old wildernesses are the homes of things we understand little about. be that faeries, cryptids, that sort.

now, why don't you take a peek around the rest of this page and my site, and you'll learn more than what i could tell you. ☆ ～('▽^人)

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about this site

so... why this site?

well, like a lot of other people, i'm someone who is very tired or upset with the state of the modern internet/social media and technology. it is extremely awful.

but, i still like the idea of what the internet was, or should be! so... what to do...

any sane person might get offline, go touch grass, and like, go to the gym or something. unfortunately, i am not a sane person. and i love to be chronically online.

so i made this site. it is a personal site where i will do what i want with it. if you do not like it, that is okay.

i will upload my art, my ocs, my photography, blogging, and maybe whatever future coding projects or ideas i have.

it is not terribly accessible. i apologize for that. it is on the to-do list to make it a bit better. it will not be mobile-friendly. i personally hate using tiny phone screens for anything, no matter how big they make phones.

it is my little blend of a fantasy dream realm and cyber space, decorated like my personal scrapbook.

contact me

you can find me in other places if you really wish!

e-mail: faescape@proton.me

bluesky: spitedemon

tumblr: divademonic

discord: please feel free to ask via email or another method of contact!

vgen: demidevil