i haven't updated in a hot minute because shit has been really crazy. i haven't really had a chance to update the site or actually do any fun hobby stuff or whatever really. i'm like rly behind on life let alone my uni work, i just need stuff to pause so i can catch up or take a breather!!! i can't keep up and yet things are also still not moving fast enough and i feel like i'm stuck in a limbo for a few months yet. it's really frustrating.

i begged for help from uni but i've kinda just been passed around and ignored a lot which is upsetting when i think about it too much, so i'm trying not to think about it right now. (⇀‸↼‶) i can't afford to stop and think about something like that right now and process how i feel about it cuz there's a lot going on that needs to go on... like i need to work and save money, i need to get my assignments submitted, and i need to get certain other chores and assignments arranged. i just wanna play games n stuff (｡•́︿•̀｡)

i didn't get to see my boyf for valentine's day since we were both working and i'm feeling a little fomo cuz of it, i wanna get a bit spoiled and stuff and do some gay lovey shit and i've just seen everyone else getting that (＞﹏＜)...

i have got to spend a bit of time drawing again and designing characters, i rly have liked to create the character pages on my site and i'm gonna try add more of the rest of my chars because there's soooo manyyy… so stay tuned there will be more... ( ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ )