so let me experiment with this part; it won't be long as i feel sick and i think i need to go lie down. i went out for work drinks on friday night and i did not pace myself, so i'm still feeling the consequences. (／ˍ・、)

it was nice however, but i feel like more and more i feel a disconnect in certain situations because i can't read them or i can't filter out the loud music/other conversation. i don't know how people do it, but i guess the answer to that is they're more neurotypical than me ;;

i can't complain because it was mostly paid for all from work, so all i spent was a club entry + cloakroom fee, and then the taxi home. i didn't realize the trek from broad street to my bus was so long, & i forgot buses only run hourly that late... but, slug & lettuce is maybe like my nightmare type of place to go out. if loud music is playing, i want to dance, but it seemed like a pub vibe, and was dead on a friday night. (×﹏×) not to mention the bad music.

i made a complete tip of my room and it's getting very bad again but i just don't have a lot of energy or time... i'm tired of my constant fatigue. i am in desperate need of a day to sleep for 12 hours and be rly chill and lazy, but i don't have time for that.