not much to tell i fear... there has been some very hot weather in the UK lately. i do not deal well with it. i don't sleep very well while it is like this, and my house carries the heat very well up to my room... so i mean, winter will be nice?

i'm a bit socially drained tonight. i picked up extra hours at work and was immediately landed with training/showing around interviewees for a few hours, so my voice and my social battery wore out pretty fast. and then some more training on top of that.

the job is getting frustrating again. a lot of my co-workers coast by doing f*** all and doing the least. while i am doing too much. and somehow we are being paid the same. it goes unnoticed and it feels unfair that i am having to do extra work to make up for their lack of work.

i don't think we should all be doing the most at a minimum wage retail job. but their laziness means i have to do extra just to make my shift easier. it's like i'm doing 2 positions to their 0.5 positions.

i don't want to get burnt out by this place again. unfortunately, i can't quit it, since i have consistent hours and a 2yr pay raise, and the bills must be paid... and the job market is heinous right now.

i've got some time off soon. i am wondering what i should do with it, and if i can manage to actually relax for the whole week instead.